so even though I have seen bub 5 times since we found out I am so scared of tomorrows big scan I feel like vomiting I know bub is spina bifida and anencephaly free which are big concerns for us we found out at the big scan we were going to lose Katy ...and even though I know these things have been ruled out I am still scared and anxious something is going to go wrong

I am so cross with myself for feeling like this as well

for a happy healthy wiggly little boo tomorrow