Hi everyone,

I'm feeling the need to talk and hope you will be the people to read it and understand. I've had 2 miscarriages in the last 2 years and they've been the worst experiences of my life. I'm pregnant again and so far at 4 weeks there's been no blood, so I'm hoping this time i'll be lucky.

I already have one child she's 6 this year and has had to watch me go through a lot of anxiety the last few years, i'm just hoping it will be worth it this time.

The first miscarriage was a missed miscarriage, so the symptoms vanished, silly me i thought i was moving ontot he next phase of pregnancy and only found out that was not the case when i went for my scan. I can still remember the nurses words as she told me

It wasn't the best experience at the hostpital a few days later, but i wont go into that right now. The second misscariage was confirmed at 8 weeks, but i'd been going for scans every week for 3 weeks and they could see something was wrong, they finally confirmed it and i opted to do this one at home. I t was made more painful as family weren't very understanding this time around and the sisters in law were pretty selfish.

So here i am again 4th time pregnant and 4 weeks along. My boobs are aching just a little, the nipples are sensitive as hell and i'm hungry every couple of hours. Every ache, every pain, I wonder is this a warning? is it happening again? and i just want to find women out there who understand me and prehaps can see where I'm coming from. I want this baby so bad and I don't think anyone but you can understand how much this means to me.

I would appreciate advice, stories, jokes, anything!! I want to make this thread a positive one and look forward to bubs (fingers crossed)

Lou