I'm feeling the need to talk and hope you will be the people to read it and understand. I've had 2 miscarriages in the last 2 years and they've been the worst experiences of my life. I'm pregnant again and so far at 4 weeks there's been no blood, so I'm hoping this time i'll be lucky.
I already have one child she's 6 this year and has had to watch me go through a lot of anxiety the last few years, i'm just hoping it will be worth it this time.
The first miscarriage was a missed miscarriage, so the symptoms vanished, silly me i thought i was moving ontot he next phase of pregnancy and only found out that was not the case when i went for my scan. I can still remember the nurses words as she told me
It wasn't the best experience at the hostpital a few days later, but i wont go into that right now. The second misscariage was confirmed at 8 weeks, but i'd been going for scans every week for 3 weeks and they could see something was wrong, they finally confirmed it and i opted to do this one at home. I t was made more painful as family weren't very understanding this time around and the sisters in law were pretty selfish.
So here i am again 4th time pregnant and 4 weeks along. My boobs are aching just a little, the nipples are sensitive as hell and i'm hungry every couple of hours. Every ache, every pain, I wonder is this a warning? is it happening again? and i just want to find women out there who understand me and prehaps can see where I'm coming from. I want this baby so bad and I don't think anyone but you can understand how much this means to me.
I would appreciate advice, stories, jokes, anything!! I want to make this thread a positive one and look forward to bubs (fingers crossed)
I just finished reading your post and couldn't not say anything. Please know that you are not alone during this time. I haven't really got anything to add but just wanted to give you a big hug. x
Hi Lou,
Just wanted to say hello and welcome. I really do wish you all the very best with this pregnancy and hope that you get your much wanted and longed for bub. There are many of us here in BB land that understand the pain of a lost angel baby, so we'll all be here for you every step of the way. xx
This time I'll be lucky :)
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