Thanks all. Still brown spotting this morning which is disheartening. I know I have a scan Saturday morning after my GP appointment but I so don't know if I can stand waiting that long. I am trying to stay positive, and I have to realise that even if the scan is ok on the weekend, I won't rest until I have my baby in my arms. All these awful pessimistic, worrying thoughts about my other children keep coming into my head too - this motherhood thing sucks sometimes