worst mothers day ever

**Bedeka** · May 9th, 2011, 08:56 AM

I haven't been here for over a long time, we had been trying for a year and finally succeeded, only to lose our little one at 8 weeks Feb 2010. I then had complications from a D&C & after months, finally had another D&C and eventually got my period! We started trying again 3 months after that, and by accident (i went to the doctor for an ear infection) found out we were pregnant again. I was only 4 weeks, so it was very surreal. I was waiting till we got past the 8 week mark to see my doctor again, and I am now 6 1/2 weeks and yesterday I started to bleed. Just like before. Only a small amount, but this is what happened last time, and it is so disheartning. I have an appointment in half an hour, and I am dreading it. More U/sounds, more bad news. Ahh, it just seems so unfair. This time I was so sure it would stick. I was getting all the right symtoms, sore boobs, going to the loo all the time & I was sooo excited to be sick

Yet now.... Well I guess we shall see. Thanks for the vent

**Danielle_NZ** · May 9th, 2011, 09:03 AM

Oh I'm so sorry things don't seem to be going to plan

fingers crossed the doctor will have good news for you

Thought with you xxoo

**Ginger** · May 9th, 2011, 09:05 AM

sorry to hear that bedecka xox

**Kosi** · May 9th, 2011, 09:07 AM

Hoping the u/s and doc gives you good news.

I know how you are feeling.... try and stay positive.
XOXO

**Miss.B** · May 9th, 2011, 09:13 AM

Oh hunni, I hope and pray it's not bad news

Hang in there lovely

**RhiChiChi** · May 9th, 2011, 01:19 PM

I'm really sorry to hear that you may be going through a m/c again. I really hope you aren't and it is just some odd bleeding. Best of luck

**India's Mum** · May 9th, 2011, 02:18 PM

I'm so sorry you had to go through this. I had a bleed at 4 weeks with the pregnancy (reasonably heavy and bright red) and everything turned out to be ok. I hope it is the same for you.

**Diamond Girl** · May 9th, 2011, 02:40 PM

Im sorry to hear of your loss. I hope the Dr has some good news for you today because not all bleeding ends in a m/c. I know how scary it is for you now.

Huge hugs.

**Snacks** · May 9th, 2011, 03:26 PM

Thinking of you.

**Bedeka** · May 9th, 2011, 03:52 PM

Thank you so much special ladies. Its funny, I can't tell people close to me how scared etc I am, but being able to vent it here is a wonderful thing. Good news so far, after the Ultrasound I am on a high. Everything is as it should be, and....I got to see a heartbeat!! By this I am 6 weeks, 5 days, so still a ways to go before I can feel safe, if I ever will. So, crossing my fingers to keep this sticking, and no more bleeding. Rest for the next few days, and I have to quit tennis for a little while, at least until things are a bit more stable. Thanks again for all the heartfelt sentiments

**Kosi** · May 9th, 2011, 03:56 PM

Good to hear the good news. I'm in your situation at the moment too, so if you ever need to vent. PM me. I will totally get where you are coming from.

Take care of your little package and rest up.