Rosebud, that is pretty amazing that they have been trialing him on CPAP so early, that is great, even though he is going back to the vent, it is great that he has been able to tolerate time on CPAP.

That is fabulous that he is tolerating feeds as well, your little boy is a real fighter!!

Take care, and take some time for yourself when you can, and if you need a cry to let out the stress the shower is a great place to do it!

Have they given you a diary? That is another great way to let out your emotions.

xxoo