Eza - I am sure your apprehension is completely normal, try and relax and enjoy what your body is making! One thing I have learnt in life is that no amount of worrying or stressing changes anything, so I hope you can take some of that and believe in yourself. This is an amazing time in your life and you should try and connect with your baby because in 3 weeks time when you see that little bub on the ultasound everything will be fine xxx