I really feel now that I can relax into this pregnancy. Strangely,... even before the amnio problem i just couldn't seem to relax. I wouldn't even buy anything. I still havent ! but.... I now feel like I could. I actually went to visit my parents grave on the weekend (was dads birthday) and said happy birthday and thanked them for everything.

Even though this year has been hell (lost my job, both parents 5month apart) had drama's with the amnio.. I can only hope that the rest of the year can only get better!!!

I cant thank you all enough for the support you have given me. It has been truely amazing