Ugh. I am really tired now. This whole thing has been depressing enough in itself.

Thanks so much for the support. It seems that I am just going to have to keep my fingers crossed that it does something for me. I mean I started to feel a little better about 30 minutes after, and now I am straight back to where I was. Probably just me being hopeful. DH is an absolute dream though. He looks after me so well, but this really was the straw the broke the camels back for him. As if having 6 was not already enough reason to stop, he is actually going to make sure it can't happen again.

I just really needed to vent, and I am grateful for the support here. I really am.