Is anyone as far along as me and feels the same?

As I already have abit of a tummy, im not really showing. Which I know differs for alot of ppl, but all the ppl who are due around the same time as me are showing!

My morning sickness has eased, but not all gone.
I just dont feel pregnant
Recently at night I have felt a few flutters and wonder if it could be the baby!
I am now hanging out for my 19/20 wk scan on 2nd Jan to make sure bubs is still there!!!

I know Im just being abit silly... but I want to feel pregnant! LOL (yes, i know i will regret this come third trimester, hehe)