As the title says, I am getting anxious about my next scan!! Its 10 more days and I hope that it comes really really really quickly (with the way the weeks are flying by, that should be a problem!)

I cant wait to see my lil baby again up on the screen and hopefully find out whether its a he or she and then we can start planning how to paint their room and think about clothes and all that stuff.

But I am quietly worried that I might have lost the baby and not know about it. I guess this is a fear that every mum has, we start worrying since the day we know we are pg and then right to the end!! I guess I am worried because I have not felt anything that I can say 100% yes that was the baby. I know that first time mum's find it hard to know what to look out for, but I was hoping that I would have gotten some sort of a kick by now!!

I am also a bit worried because things have settled down for me. Before getting to the 2nd tri I had this unbelievable hunger that now is gone - I still get hungry but not like I used to!

And then I tell myself that I have nothing to worry about because my tummy and bbs are growing and I am getting these odd growing pains and I am gaining weight so everything must be A-OK.. But you know how it is, the thoughts play at the back of your mind.... This is the first time I have been worried about bub through my pregnancy, I know that I have nothing to worry about I just want this scan to hurry up and be here!!!