I'm a little confused, could you list the things that make you 'high risk', and what problem they pose?
I'm considered 'high risk' apparently, because I've had a PPH both times. I don't think I'd be a fool for going back for another baby - you know the risk, and you can make your decisions around that. Risks can be managed, that's why we have hospitals and hospital staff, to sort us out when things go wrong.