Six months ago, to the day, I went to my 12 week U/S (first pregnancy) and found that our little munchkin had died sometime in the weeks before..my heart broke..

Today, now 18 weeks pregnant with my second pregnancy, I went and had bubs anatomy scan..I found it hard to hold back my fears of what the U/S COULD show as the experience I had back in June is still so fresh in my mind.....but...as we looked upon the screen this morning we saw the most beautiful, lively, special, and precious little creation and I cannot explain the feelings that were in my heart...I couldn't believe (and still can't) that the scan was all normal..fine..everything looked great. I don't think anything could make me more happier right now..it was the best christmas present ever..I never thought a day like this would come.

When things in life are tough, these are the moments that we should think back to.
They don't get much better than this.
(there is a light at the end of a dark tunnel, after miscarriage)..

Ok, I'm waffling now!