No happy hormones here either, i was beginning to think it was just me. I'm tired and can't be bothered to do anything,the house is a tip which is making me worse, i shout at the kids and seem to have totally mislaid my sense of humour. To top it all off i seem to have aged 10 years over the last 4 months, and the final nail is every timei look in the mirror i see my mother looking back at me, i hear her when i open my mouth and i feel all her annoying little traits coming out in me.

I need a serious night of alcohol and flirtation to boost me self esteem, another 4.5 months of being pregnant approx 12 months of breast feeding..... great only another 16.5months till i can do that....... Maybe i'd better just go and slit my wrists instead....

Taz