Thanks hoobley, i could probably find someone to watch DS while im in hospital but its pretty hard my sister has 2 kids of her own plus is 30 weeks preg, one of my sisters lives 40 mins away, and the others all work fulltime.
It is difficult to organise aswell because DP starts work at 5.30am leaving at 4.30 and doesnt get home till 3pm so its a big ask!!

I guess i just gotta stay positive and wait till she is ready i just dont want to miss out on experiencing this birth because that is how i feel about DS birth as i was induced after my waters broke and ended up having an epidural because i couldnt handle the intensity of the contractions.

Thanks for the vote of confidence...cross fingers it all works out