I've got eight weeks left of pregnancy, and I'm getting a lot of comments about, "oooh, you must be so excited about meeting your new baby soon". And yes it will be nice but I'm really not that excited about it yet. I swear, dh is cluckier than I am. I held my new nephew a couple of weeks ago for a little while and I didn't really want to be holding him, it actually freaked me out a bit. The whole baby thing is leaving me a bit "meh" at the moment.

I'm in no hurry for this baby to get here. I love him to bits, the wee little squirmer in there, and he delights me daily - but I am just not that impatient to get him out. I guess I know what's waiting for me "on the other side" and this was a very unplanned pregnancy.

It's not that I don't want him or don't feel bonded - but I am a bit nervous that maybe I'm *not* as bonded as I would normally be at this stage.

I do remember with dd4 having a scan at 32 weeks because of a low placenta and falling madly in love with her face and getting more and more excited. I have a scan on Friday for the same reason and I'm sort of hoping those magical maternal feelings surface.

I thought at first this was just me being all grown up and patient and relaxed about stuff but now I'm beginning to worry a bit that I'm not feeling the "right" things... Maybe I need to get more uncomfortable to get a bit more eager to meet him!

?nyone else feel this way?