So I'm having a few issues and I don't think I will be able to work until my maternity leave starts... which is at 38w.

But financially I can't leave...
Mentally i can't leave...

I have BH that hurt when ever i walk - i can't get around a shop these days.

My Vagina feels like it's going to fall out and just aches a lot.

My work is amazing and supportive and i don't want to let them down we are already short staffed.

ugh