Mildez I'm hoping I can hang in there...

Art - my work has been fantastic I'm no longer doing home visits and they won't let me carry anything. I'm doing a lot of computer work, and only walking when I have to.

Tinks - no as it effects mat leave.

Marydean - that is something to think about thank you. Like I said to art, my work has been fantastic in lightening my load, and if I'm in pain They make sure I sit down.

DH has been fantastic at home, he does all the cooking and cleaning so I don't have to,he also does the food shopping - because I can't get around the shop.

My midwife has said basically there is nothing I can do that I ain't already doing, I have the SRC pregnancy pants to help with vulva varicose veins and aches etc. Just walking around the hospital for a tour of the birth suits was enough to start BH.

I see my doctor on Monday so will see if there is anything she suggest.

I feel really bad for work, because we are so short staffed, if I was to leave early they would be really short and it would put on a lot on the two FUll timers left. that and I'm worried if I leave Early the depression might get worse, it's already sucky. If that makes sense.