Oh my, I could have written this post before DD1 was born. You sound very much like me and how I was pre bub. I am glad to report that you know more than you think you do, and most of it does come naturally.

I will however say this. I found life without structure a little difficult initially. I really had to learn to go with the flow and let bub show me how to be her mum. I also found mothers group invaluable. You learn so much from others!

So in a few months from now you'll be staying in on a weekend nights watching dvds, you'll be comsumed with talk about boobs, milk, sleep, wind and poo. You'll be taking photos of your precious bub and you'll be staring into his/her eyes in amazement and wonder.

goodluck