Well this has to be the best place for a 9 month pregnant women to vent. Just need to get this out as noone is home except Gemma!LOL!

Gem has had gastro since saturday morning, shes still not recovered. SHe only wants me which is fine but I'm absolutely exhausted. This morning at 2 am I woke feeling dizzy, the runs and feeling like I needed to vomit really badly. I had pains in my tummy, didn't quite feel like gastro, but what does gastro feel like at 9 months pregnant! I haven't vomited and my poos(sorry TMI) are not the yellow-ie gastro colour so I don't know what is going on. And to top it off I feel like someone has snuck in and sucked all my energy levels away. I feel emotional and just over everything and everyone and just not myself.

My mum just called to check how Gem's doing and I nearly lost it on the phone. As soon as I'd hung up I was sobbing, not just sobbing but HUGE sobs, you know the 'I feel sorry for myself' sobs! To top it off I'm due to ahve a c/s next week on wed and am wondering if I'll be well enough for it, and the fact that I could be exposing this bub to it if I do have it!

If only I could crawl into a hole and sleep and not have a 13 month old wailing at me cause shes not well either and just wants her mum!

Ok I'm off to cry again............