Its just way 2 hard today!
so i am 35 wks now booked in for a c-section in 3 wks because i spend 5 days in hospital becuase i have torn all my stomach mucles and now have been put on lounge rest and i am not allowed to stand for more then 5 min. so i have spend the last 4 wks at home doing nothing even washing up is painful.

So I cooked 3 lasangas yesterday to freeze for when bub arrives and dont have tme to cook. so this took me 8hr because i had to sit every few mins and use a chair so i could cook. i asked my husband to put them in the freezer which i just found out that he did but left the freezer door opened a tad. so i have a kitchen full of blood and defrosted meat and lasangas. (in 40 degree heat)

I know i will look at it tomorrow and it wont be so bad, but i just wonder why are things so hard???? is it just me or does everyone feel alone sometimes?


Thanks For listening