hi,

I was already overweight 76-78kg when falling pregnant, thanks to a miscarriage a year of trying and months of clomid. I lost weight in the 1st trimester thanks to severe morning sickness but then as it began to settle down the only way I can keep it at bay is with eating and never letting myself get hungry. So I have literally had to eat or vomit.

by the time I got midway through my 2nd trimester I had gained 10kg's. I think the last time i looked i was tipping 90Kgs and have decided to stop looking.

it doesnt help when the 2 people around me who r pregnant are both very thin, like size 10-12.

I don't want to make exscuses but I had huge intentions going into this pregnancy but I have been so sick and so tired some days getting to the couch from the bedroom is an achievement. I have literally been just surviving and if that means grabbing something from the fridge rather than cooking myself something healthy then thats what I have had to do.

I have also had an over consumption of fruit which I know is not good but I can't help myself when it comes to fruit and I figure better to grab an apple than a cake or something right?

he is still not talking to me and I not to him, debating wether to take it further and sleep in the spare room or just let it be. so angry and hurt....