Last night i was tired, sore and DD was acting up. She threw massive tantrums, screaming, kicking and hitting me. Eventually i got her to bed, i watched some tv and got tired so went to bed. My belly was sore from being belted during the tantrums, before i could lay down DP went to cuddle me but whacked my belly and i just lost it, bawled my eyes out! It kept coming and coming..
This morning EVERYTHING is making me cry. I've got music playing to try cheer myself up but even thats making me cry. Facebook well, i saw a picture of a dog cuddling its owner and usually my reaction is "aww cute" nope full on bawled!
DH was taking me to the train station so I could go to work and I don't know why, but I just started crying. He said: what's wrong? I said: I don't know. And just started wailing. He took me home put me in a nice hot shower, tucked me into bed with a book and called my work to tell them I wasn't feeling the best.
Just let it out. I would watch a nice soppy movie and get it all out of your system.
I think he was just humouring me..... he probably though "OMG - not again!!!"
I did feel better after that. In fact I used to spend an inordinate amount of time in long hot showers when I was pregnant - it's just so much easier to have a good bawl in the shower....you can just wash all that snot down the drain (heehehe!)
Oh dear, a friend was just messaging me over facebook and said "let me knw what we can do" regarding my approaching delivery date. I burst into tears...I still don't know why...
I ended up having a good day but it was just so random! I was like it constantly with DD but this pregnancy ive been more cranky and snappy not very emotional at all.
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