Oh you poor thing, I remember that feeling all too well and i'm not looking forward to it this time, either

All I could do to keep myself sane was to plan as many small comfy treats during the day as I could manage - a foot soak, a warm bath, a gentle stroll, an icecream - and space them out so that I could get through each day at a time. And reminding myself, this is as close as I will be to this child ever, and it feels like an eternity now, but it's such a fleeting time... that and reminding myself about how at least it might be keeping me awake but it isn't *crying* LOL.