Have a look in the punching bag / boohoo room - You will see that there are quite alot of us like this. I am finding it extremely difficult coping with my kids atm. I have zero patience with them and I am certain that I am only dealing with them so badly because I am pg. Unfortunately I don't know what to do about it - except to repeat over and over to myself that things aren't really as bad as I think they are and that it is just the hormones. Failing that I have been sending them to bed alot lately, Angelica is allowed to play quitely in her room or read a book and Nate has a sleep - gives me a chance to calm down and ground myself and stop yelling at them both for a moment (which is all i seem to be doing lately).