Hi my sweetie, oh I hope mum is feeling better, is she? Poor love, no matter how much they give us the craps, there is something different about them as they age dont you think! I wish my mum and I were talking but its her choice not to and I have to respect that. Your mum is lucky to have you sweetness.


its at 2.30 this arvo I am so scared hon. And DH has to stay with kids cause 16 year old cant babysit. I will take note in my head what you said and when I am sititng there facing whoever it will be, I will tune in on what you said to me and gain my strength from it.


My guess is they will take me into a room book me in then send me ut inthe waiting room till my name is called to see a midwide to actually have my first antenatl visit and check Pheen out and all. Then they will tell me to come back inthe morning for the gluclose test and blood test f0r the rash. Because the outpatients part closes at 4.30 so I just know the blood test will be done tomorrow morning early. I am going to be there for hours. I just want to know what positiion Pheen is in its driving me batty not knowing where he is at. I can barley walk today omg the pain. I will be waddling in and everyone will be thinking whata drama queen.