Lol! I'm very much a control freak as well! But having had three others, I also know how fast they grow up, and I think that's why I don't want it to end.

I remember bawling my eyes out the first time Ariani smiled at someone else. That was over 15 years ago and I still remember how it feels! I guess that's what I'm already grieving the loss of: the private, intimate relationship this baby and I have while I'm still carrying it in my tum.

I'm sure you'll be a great mum and will know what's best for your little girl. I think every good mum wonders if she's be okay, but trust me, with 3 older kids, I know now that you do the best you can, and you'll still be the best mum your child will ever have.

love
sushee