Well haven't been on for a while due to one bad thing after another.

Ok they have booked me infor a c-section for the 23rd march, so 3 weeks away! Bubs is breech too.

Firstly I have GD and they will be starting me on unsulin tomorrow apparently. That I can cope with though, well not the insulin but the GD.

Then they send me for a scan because they think He may be quite large and they could not work out what positiion he is in.

So I go for my ultrasound two days ago and the lady who did it said that he isn't big at all actually he is under average!I was in so much shock and I said your kidding, and she nodded and said he is very very small and weighs only about 5 pounds. I could have cried. He sure doesn't feel like that, out of six pregnancies he felt the biggest yet and all the others were about 8 pounds and up! She looked worried which of course now I am terrified that something is wrong with him and that maybe I did something wrong. I wish she had never told me to be honest. For someone so apparently little he sure feels strong and bigger than that to me, but she said ultrasounds are usually 99% accurate so my boy is belwo average in size she said. Can imagine the tears I shed all that night.


We have also figured out that my pelvis is doslocated and that is why I "KNEW" the pain wasn't just your normal pregnancy discomfort pain. But hey, what would the mother know right, text books know more! So how the heck did that happen if this kid is sooooooooo small?

They also checked for how much fluid I have in there, as I am huge, and I mean huge in the tummy area that si why I swore he was a big babe.I will find out on Monday what the report says from the ultrasound.

So thats my update.