I know, it's just annoying finally finished fulltime work, then got all those assignments in and was ready to set up the nursery and get this house feeling more like a home and now I feel like I'm totally useless while Dad2be has to work I have to do nothing. I know it's for a good reason and I don't want to put Ryan at any risk whatsoever just feel like my only purpose at the moment is to be a stationary incubator. All the dr's cared about was that Ryan felt ok, all the pains etc I have, all the nasty cramps etc meant absolutely nothing as long as I keep on being an incubator... just all stressful and depressing. Fingers crossed he wants to stay in for a few more weeks though