hi mel!!! i don't know what i'm still bl**dy doing here!!!i'm trying my hardest to have a baby but it's not working. i'm doing much better today actually. dp had today off work and he took me to hospy for ctg and kept being silly and making me laugh. now that i'm this far of the edd i'm actually feeling ok and quite relaxed about it. the first 3 days were pretty hard though and i got quite anxious. i've organised to go out to lunch with a friend tomorrow and am looking forward to watching grand final on saturday and - who knows?- if something happens, then i guess it happens iykwim??? if not, then i'll be induced on thursday...and i'll just have to deal with that when it happens....in the meantime ive been walking everyday, eaten curry for dinner (lol) and we're gonna dtd later tonight !!! wish me luck..