I found it becomes 'real' a few months after having bubs

Even the third time round, I feel a bit surreal about it all. I KNOW I am pg, I can feel bubs moving around in there (non-stop), I can get very excited, But I can still kinda 'forget' sometimes IYKWIM? Even if I don't forget I am pg, I forget that 'holy crap, I am going to have another child soon!'. I have moments of realisation, but I know for me It will not feel real until a hile after bubs is born - and then I will feel like bubs has always been there and barely remember what it felt like not to have them around