Thanks girls for your suggestions and ideas. I ended up at my GP's today and she feels it is best if I do start up on Anti Depressants again. I need to be a bit stronger for those around me, so I am going to go ahead and start tomorrow morning. But getting some more me time and being a bit more healthier will definately help I think(hope). At least I know about St John's Wort for the future. Thank you..