hi all
right now i am feeling like i am the most useless *****test single mother alive.
i'm wondering if all women out there find it as hard as i do at times
or if i just suck at being a mum.
i love my daughter so very much
but tonight i feel so sick of her
so sick of doing everything for her and never having anything left for me
i work so hard .. i am doing a uni degree so that i can provide for her
and i feel she just wants and wants and wants..
wipe her ass,, feed her,, clothe her
entertain her.. be mummy and daddy
today i just wanted to cry
she woke up at just before 5
wouldnt go back to sleep..
all day whinging and tantrums.. making a mess.. pulling everything out of every place
tried to get her dressed for going out.. screaming, kicking
we go to the chemist.. she lays down on the floor screaming because she doesnt want to put back everything that she has taken off the shelves
i just wanted to scream 'get up off the floor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
i put her to bed early cause i just felt i needed to be by myself..which of course she hated.
i do love her more than life
but sometimes i feel resentful and pi$$ed off
and i am just so sick of doing everything for her all the time..everything by myself..
no one to ever help out.
is it normal to feel this way?
or am i just a horrible mother
i didnt think being a single parent would be this hard