missymoo thankyou so much, its good to know that it does get less painful as time wears on. I to am in love the gorgeous guy XH was 2.5 years ago. It just sucks that we have to feel pain for so long! Packing and cleaning is keeping me busy.

I honestly do not know how i would cope through all of this if I didnt have all of you girls xxx Every time I start feeling sad I come to BB and you all lift me up again, thankyou x