thanks Liz.

was chatting to my Aunty who was with XH on the weekend, she says to me "dont be too hard on him, had the weekend off anyway cause he had tickets to take you to the Jimmy Barnes concert, but then you left him". I dont believe that for a second! I know he didnt have the weekend off for a start, and why would you buy tickets then not tell me when it was his last chance at saving the mariage??!! Am really angry at my Aunt for taking his side too, but I know what she is like, she loves creating drama for others.

So yesterday I was SO down in the dumps about everything.

But today is a new day and I am having a happy one. XH is in New Zealand living it up, hasn't called DS all week or asked me how he is or anything, typical. I just wish he would have the balls to stand up to me and have an arguement so i can get some of this emotion out on him, instead of him walking away and ignoring everything