Hun, you have 3 little ones and two of them are still babies - No wonder you're tired and stressed! This is such a hard time for everyone, please try not to be too hard on yourself! Is there anyone that can help you get through this? Someone who can take the kids for a few hours so you can have some alone time?

I felt the same way and I only have one baby! All I wanted to do was kick and scream and cry and get really angry but I had another person to look after (I still feel this way sometimes), it's a rollercoaster of emotions but you WILL be better off without him.