You're not the only one that feels that way, while I'm not entirely interested in male company or anything that goes along with that.. I have found myself "noticing" guys a lot more.. I think I even have a crush on my dentist LOL. And going to uni every day is bad since there always seems to be some random guy who is doing sports medicine, construction or is even in my maths class who is worth noticing and having a perv on heh. I get lonely, but with everything going on I know that it would do more harm than good to even let anyone in for a brief time.. And I don't really feel like anyone would be interested in me since I can't afford nice clothes, I dress for comfort moreso than for how I look lately, and I feel like I have gained some weight too.

So I just admire from afar, and feel like a complete loser LOL

A girls night out is a good suggestion. Would that be at all possible for you?