Ok so im thinking out loud here , might not make much sense sorry lol

I truly dont see myself ever in another relationship again(after what happend with dd's dad), this might sound stupid but ive turned really negative about the whole thing.. And about males (sorry in advance to the gd ones out there) every male that has come into my life has let me down! i know what your going to say about how wrong i am and its not every male that is bad..i know theres those few out there that are good but they sure dont see me.. (sooky lala whinge)

i dont think i'll ever find anyone..which is sad.. i know, i use to be the one always believing in love and the whole thing!! now its just this bad joke that i just cant be bothered thinking about!!

So i think the point of this post is to say i think im staying single forever its easier that way...

(i thimk wat triggered this post was someone close to me said something about grace being clingy and said 'thats because you made her clingy' i was like what? and they said' aww no its just cuz well i had my husband, and you dont have anyone, you and grace only have each other" iy was said in a nice way but still got to me..)