Cmama - you sound like you are really tired and worn out.

Relationships with parents can often be a source of difficulty... It sounds like she is not aware of how damaging her words can sound & feel...

I think you need to find your centre my love. This is a painful & difficult time & out of hardship often we grow beautiful wings. Have you had some counselling? I think that would help - help you to find you again, nurture your inner beauty.

In life we all have different friends. Some are financially richer, poorer. Some are less intelligent, more intelligent. Have a great job, have no job... It matters not when we know who we are ourselves. When we can find a contentment inside.

I hope you find this & the beauty that is yours alone. We're here to support you along your journey my love. xxx