Just wanna cry.....

**Bella29** · November 26th, 2013, 05:51 PM

I feel terrible. We have gastro in the house, not two weeks after emerging from ms. I am back to feeling terrible and it is really getting me down. I am sure in part to do with not being able to keep anything down and having no energy. And everything hurts. It is all just viral symptoms, but it doesn't make me feel any better knowing that.

Dh asks if I am ok and I just burst into tears. I don't know if I can keep this up for much longer. I am so sick of feeling sick! I am sure it will get better. But right now, right here in this place I just feel like curling up and ceasing to be. Just a bit of a "poor me" post and vent. I just wanna step off the train.

**Artechim** · November 26th, 2013, 06:11 PM

Years later and I still remember that feeling

It is awful to be horribly sick for weeks on end. I can imagine the absolute downer it must be to finally be free of it only to be struck down by something else.

Remember each day is only a day, it will pass and soon you will be well again xx

**Bella29** · November 26th, 2013, 06:18 PM

Thank you. Xx

**Arimeh** · November 26th, 2013, 06:39 PM

Just a hug from me

I'm one of those horrible people that have never suffered morning sickness but I have had gastro quite a few times while pregnant and it really sucks xx

**Bella29** · November 26th, 2013, 06:51 PM

It was really bad ms this time to Mel. I could barely stand up without vomiting for about 8 weeks. I couldn't stand at the line to do clothes of cook food. I just felt like I would pass out or throw up or both. No energy at all. Not to mention the constipation and all over feeling that my bowls hate me.... I just can't go back there!! I just had another spew and dh has gone and gotten me some ondansetron. I hope it settles me down. I just want to enjoy this pregnancy. I really really do.

**HotI** · November 26th, 2013, 06:54 PM

oh no, you poor thing. im feeling like a bit of a cry today too, and I'm not dealing with gastro. hope you are able to get rid of it soon, and your energy starts to lift. :hugs:

**peanutter** · November 26th, 2013, 06:55 PM

Oh hun, I really feel for you.

Both pregnancies, I was just so, so very sick.

I was pleased to be pregnant - I was NOT pleased to be so darned sick.

It's exhausting, and all you want to do is to enjoy the pregnancy.

I hope you're feeling incredibly better soon.

**~Kim~** · November 26th, 2013, 07:01 PM

Oh you poor thing. You've already been through so much

**Bella29** · November 26th, 2013, 07:05 PM

Thanks for the virtual hugs girls. I really need then. Tears falling as I write. One of the reasons I love our community.

**Kazzo** · November 26th, 2013, 07:10 PM

Just a hug from me. I really hope your better soon.

**Ladylove** · November 26th, 2013, 07:13 PM

Oh Bella. I didn't have MS with this pregnancy but you may remember I was sick ALL.THE.TIME for all of the first trimester with every virus going around including two bouts of gastro. It is awful and the lack of energy from the sickness coupled with normal pregnancy hormones and fatigue really got me down too so I empathise. But it will pass!

**briggsy's girl** · November 26th, 2013, 07:35 PM

Hugs and understanding, honey.

**~Hestia~** · November 26th, 2013, 07:39 PM

Oh sweetie, I wish I could give you a real one but a virtual hug will have to do

I really hope you are feeling better soon and have a smooth pregnancy from here on out

**OceanPrincess** · November 26th, 2013, 08:17 PM

Hope you are feeling better much, much soon.

**Santosha** · November 26th, 2013, 08:19 PM

More great big

s Lovely. That just sucks. Not fair on you, not fair on your family... you've had your share of the spews thankyou very much.

I wish so much that I could help. Can I? Seriously, name your distance-favour and I'll make it happen.
In lieu of interstate voodoo virus-killing... more of these:

**Santosha** · November 26th, 2013, 08:19 PM

Double the posts for double the cuddles

**Bella29** · November 26th, 2013, 08:24 PM

You know you are all to lovely for words. Every time I get a new notification, it makes me cry, but in a nice way. In a loved way. Thank you everyone. For your sympathy and your empathy and your hugs.

Kat, thank you darling. I don't think there is anything you can do. Darren got me some ondansetron and it is helping. I have managed to put some food in and I feel better already. Need to get myself in bed very soon tho I think and let sleep heal me.

**peanutter** · November 26th, 2013, 08:28 PM

I totally read that as your husband got you some oestrogen ... pretty sure you're a-ok with that, for the mo!! But yes, hopefully the actual substance will help.

Between all the crying and hugs, I hope we don't make you more nauseated! But between San's long distance voodoo and my fist shaking and stern looks, I hope you're completely better very soon.

If not, we can level up to some heavy duty finger waggling, index finger pointing, and some choice asterixed words.

Alternatively, some cool water and some sleep might help.

Good luck xx