in fact, if you want, and are happy to wait a few weeks til I get back home, I would happily send you some of my proactiv stash so you can see if you like it, I'm not using it and really have like 10 bottles just sitting there!! (but like I said it is at home and I won't be home for another 2 weeks or so I would say, and I don't think I would trust DH in sending the right thing...).