oh man, that post is my life word for word lol. i am sick of being the spam amongst the glam of all my friends lol.

and i also need to change the mindset of 'why bother when i dont actually go anywhere'. it just adds to my depressed self image of frumpiness and loneliness...

my little thing to do when i am need a spark and pick me up is to put on a face mask of a night when the girls are asleep and then put on my toner and night cream and then go crazy with the tweezers trying to wrangle in my eyebrows.

i really should get rid of the holey clothes (we had a moth issue...grrr!), problem is that it would leave me with a pair of jeans lol.