awww hunny, i wish i could say something miraculous that would be a cure-all answer for everything......but i have nothing i'm going through everything you're going through, i feel lost, i feel incomplete, i want another baby, yet at the same time i'm terrified of having another baby. and you really hit the nail with the whole not enjoying the pregnancy thing, i had such a wonderful pregnancy with Josiah, i was soooo grateful to be pregnant with him, treasured all his kicks and movements, embraced my body....and then for it to end like that was horrible. if i do fall pregnant again, i'm not going to enjoy it like i did with Josiah, every moment is going to be taken up with anxiety.....it just sucks, it more than sucks, but i have no appropriate words....
all i can do is offer you lots and lots of and someone to talk to if you need it.....xxxx
I wish i could say something that would make this all magically better but as you know there are no words that can do that.. What i can tell you however is everything you wrote in that post is completely normal and i felt that was as well. I am so sorry Koby xx
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