Kam, I am so sorry for the loss of your twins, it is unfair . Approaching the EDD is a very difficult time, I can relate to that, my daughter should have been born last month. I think people don't know what to say / do when it comes to grief and in turn it can make it even harder for those that are suffering. I encourage you to share how you are feeling with those closest to you, you shouldn't go through this alone. I will be thinking of you on Monday. Please take care of yourself.