Big hugs beautiful This is life after loss. I only wish we didn't have to 'know' it. I think before Joshua died I lived in this 'rose coloured glasses' life. I have lost a grandmother I loved dearly quite a few years ago, and that was my biggest loss to date. But losing your flesh and blood, a part of yourself? It's different. When I lost Josh, I knew I would never have that life where I thought nothing could touch me, I would live forever and so would my parents etc. You know, when you think you're invincible? I've lost a baby, a life that grew inside of me for 5 months, it was like I've lost a piece of myself, never to return to me again. I don't think I am the happy-go-lucky person I once was. This is the new me, I am a mother again, but a part of me is always missing. I don't think anyone or anything will ever fill that hole. So this is life after loss.
from me.
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