I feel your heartache and despair StarBright, truly. The loss of a child, at any age, has an overwhelming and indescribable impact on those that love them. I lost a very special friend in August in a road accident too, he was 21 years young. Each day I think of him, each day I miss him. I'd like to say it gets easier, but so far I feel the same-like I have a pebble in my shoe (I feel it, I don't like it there, it needs to be fixed, but its still there at the moment). I suppose though i've learnt to get slightly used to that feeling.

I once heard a saying that 'the loss of baby was the loss of a future, the loss of an adult is the loss of a past'. In our cases, the loss of both your Angus and my Jason is the loss of their futures and their past.

They are loved beyond this world, this life and well beyond our words.
Peace and positive light xx