Thanks everyone... it's just really sad... I keep thinking about him and how his last moments must have been, and then he's just gone. No more crazy Angus stories I think it is kind of worse too because it had been awhile since I had seen either A or T... DH ran into them on a few job sites recently, but they never made itout here for a visit... so I am actually racking my brain to try and remember the last moment i saw him... I think it was the day before we moved and i went around to their place to borrow something (and to give him $20 that we owed him!!) But I do rememeber I gave him a hug that day, i think that was our goodbye.

I think it will be a long time before I stop thinking about him and about T.. I made sure in one of my texts that I included our address and told him our door is always open if he needs to get away somewhere... so hopefully he comes to us soon.

Thanks again everyone xoxoxox