Thank you for being such a wonderful friend. I know thats not why you have written your post above but you really should be proud of yourself!!
I think you are an amzing person.
I think what the others have said is very true, never forget. Always remember, your BF will be forever grateful to you.

RIP Miss Zara, Fly free and watch over your Mummy, Daddy and Big Sister.

Myheart is aching for your BF, they are in my thoughts and prayers.
xx