VENT.. I feel like I'm the only 1

[blessedatlast]

Thanks everyone for your replies and hugs.. I went to Bonnie babes the other night and for the 1st 20mins or so I was just sitting silently listening to the pregnant and new Mum's chat.. I found it hard.. THAT was my safe place if anything.. Now it's not..

Today, I am feeling sad and lonely.. It's not just about the babies, but about being single.. I miss XP. Funny though, I normally LOVE waking up by myself, (and even when we were together I mostly did anyway as he left for work early and I would still be in bed) but this morning I wished I woke up next to him.. I could be back with him in a second, but it's not the right thing to do just now..

Anyway, this is more for the relationship's section so sorry bout that! Lol

Tinkerbelle - Thanks for the recommendation, but I don't think that book is for me.. I don't believe in God.. I did look it up though and can definitely see how it could help someone. (I don't mean any disrespect at all)

Teirae - I have been meaning to tell you for aaaaaages, I love the quote under your name..

[~TT40~]

Teirae - I have been meaning to tell you for aaaaaages, I love the quote under your name..

thanks! its a quote from the song 'heart with no compainion' by Leonard Cohen. It's a beautiful song, and he is a god!

[Gigi]

blessed - you ARE in such a hard spot right now. totally makes sense why you feel like you are losing your "safe places".