Sorry everyone, been very busy. Sarah got admitted last Friday and she had to have a nasogastric tube put in straight away. They fed her like this until Monday and then started her on a proper eating plan. She hasn't put on any weight yet but they think when they weigh her tomorrow that she will. Unfortunately she is going to sign herself out on Friday as she wants to move to Canberra next week. All her dr can do is meet with her boyfriend and tell him what Sarah is supposed to eat, how much she has to eat and when she has to eat it. She will also give Sarah some names of places to be monitored in Canberra. I was so hopeful about this treatment but now I realise that Sarah needs to do this on her own. I'm numb and hurt but am cutting the apron strings. In this way she is responsible for what happens to herself. I can only hope she follows the eating plan and gets healthier. Her head is still very much in the anorexic mode though as she keeps on telling me that they are going to make her fat with all this food. Wish me luck with the struggles still to come